i dont belong in this world. but i cant leave so what can i do? i want to run away. i want to run into the woods and just not be a part of this world anymore. if i did that i would be able to avoid the flaws of the world. politics would never matter. money wouldnt either. i would just be able to run free and without worries. but there are a few people who would probably chase me down and never let me do that. they would drag me back to the miserable world. i hope that they would forgive me instead of chasing me down. i dont fit in here. i never will. i can be surrounded by people exactly like me and still not fit in. which is why i must leave the world behind and be free without people. if i did that my life would be okay. it would be one thing i could live to never regret for once.-mari