Hello, I am Roxanne, a 15 year old transfeminine individual on the internet, located in a terrible place, surrounded by terrible people. I have struggled with my identity for the longest time, the worst of which being the recent year. I have changed my name several times, and have learned I might just be plural. How fun. I say that half sarcastically, Its difficult to be mean to them, they've never hurt me before. But I have also only spoken to one of them, and it was rather brief. Im still the same lonely S.O.B I was originally, and I always will be, probably. Whatever, I cant help that. I just live in a bad place, what can I say? USERS\ROXANNE\ @ 00:10 APRIL 12TH 2024
Hi! Im jazmine, A 14 year old trans girl on the internet living with a terrible family in a terrible state, I have been trans since about the time i was twelve, what had led up to this was years of me secretly wishing i was a girl, then ultimately i learned of the term "Femboy" and what that meant to be, and further from there, i spent maybe a year on the internet considering myself to be a femboy, then i learned more about myself when i found a friend group who accepted me for who i am, i spent the next few 2 years developing my identity as a trans girl after i learned about what it meant to be transgender, and pansexual, and that majorly shaped my identity. Since then, these friends have all left me, and i know im better without them, but it still hurts to think about what someone so close to me can do, if im not made aware that they secretly dislike me. Of all of the friends i lost, i lost one of my most trusted friends, and i havent had anybody that ive trusted the same since then, except for a few people online who really cant hurt me more than they did as a group. As a trans girl, ive found this website as a way to unwind, as a way to relieve stress, recently when ive been stressed i come here, even if i dont add anything, just to look at what ive added here. I come to be short of ideas for my site, or i dont know how to add a thing i want to add to my site, and it pains me, but i know eventually ill figure it out and understand it enough. Some day i might completely overhaul my site and make it something new, something interesting to many, but it doesnt really matter who i interest, it matters that i make something im proud of, something i can look at and say "I made THIS".